Monday, March 16, 2009

SCARY SCARY SCARY



Haley quick just get off the couch seriously hurry get to the bed. I have bad news. My heart was pounding a million beats per second. For I just received a text that there were 5 big natives(brother lives right by the res) circling my brothers house. It was very dark. We hear a tap from the window then BOOM the window is being kicked in landing were just a few moments ago were i was sitting. I see a big hand reach in the window knocking everything off the shelf, me and Haley on the bed in the corner jumping up and down screaming hysterically for someone to help. Haley yells "Is anyone there?" Knowing someone is, call 911 is what Haley is yelling then it gets completely silent we hear a car leave. My brother Dillon texts me and tells me he is almost home i feel relieved when he gets there i tell him the story and he say omg lets drive around and find these people. Only to find out a couple hours later it was him and Levi. That was the scariest day of my life.

"OH BROTHER"


This wasn't my morning I needed my morning coffee. Stumbling into the pitch dark kitchen to prepare my coffee. Quickly washed my face, came back poured myself a cup of coffee took a huge gulp. SYRUP? Was my little brother awake? I checked his room, no sign. Oh he so was going to get it.

Monday, March 9, 2009

MISTAKE.

I needed to tell my Dad he was
making the biggest,
M
I
S
TAKE ever
How could he seperate us?
There my brothers.
They were a handful I must admit,
but what kid isn't?

How is it fair they came home with an empty room?
Dad said "he had no choice."
that was supposed to me
what?
Still not able to understand,
I will never quite understand.

2 older brothers, who i look up to
kicked out, feeling of betrayal forced to move many miles away.
Living with a Mom who wasn't there...
much till then

I was still here how was that fair?
Wasn't at all,
never has been the same, since they left.
For I would do anything,
for my brothers to come back.
Often wondering how my
Life would be if only they lived back home.